IM SORRY I FAILEDA Poem by Zee Norton-WilliamsI miscarried a year ago september 9 and again January 11th, i had a lot of issues surrounding both but my last was the worse by far
They say dont hold back let everything out
Scream it from the roof tops if it will help But letting people in is just so hard When the scars you left are still with in There apart of me You clung on for life They ripped you out You made a home But you couldnt stay Im so sorry i made them take you away But i could go with you, You see you couldnt stay I had to let you go And physically i did I drove you away They sucked you out I walked into that room i saw the midevil instruments they would use Yet i didnt stop them Because while you was being stripped away I dreamed we floated away We went up into the sky you and me We met my aunt And your great grandad took you in See i knew youd be safe so i let you be When i come to i knew id not see you again Every day since i wiah i could hold you Its been over a year now and im falling apart You see i failed you i did it again I stayed with you father We created another Yet they could not stay either And i couldnt protect them I failed your sibling more than i did you You see i couldnt carry them as i did i you i failed that day That day was it i couldnt cope There was so much pain I filed to bring you life i failed to give them what they needed I failed to carry them I know they had to leave But could i not have brought them to you As they needed Why was that right so stripped away Did i fail them did i fail you I could save them from the demond hidden in plain site I cpuldnt find them and keep them combined In bits they were taken from me From left to right I had no claim i had no rights Did you get to where you needed to be Where you belonged Did you make it to the light I failed you in so many ways You left lasting scars in so many parts They may phycally leave one day just as you did But some scars ill wear proud As short lived as it was i knew you My heart had butterflies My cheat burt with your fire You was to good for this world You desered better I hope you found it Though i couldnt say goodbye I hope you know peace I hope you know love I hope your warm Our paths will cross again and that day i know Our hearts will beat as one We may not know eachother in truth But in sprit we will always know we belong Together you and i I know why left and im sorry i didnt see it I wish that if i did things might have been different But i know your okay I changed my life for you Even though your gone Youll be in my heart I will live everyday I can for you Ill see you again and i hope its soon © 2020 Zee Norton-WilliamsAuthor's Note
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1 Review Added on November 5, 2020 Last Updated on November 5, 2020 Tags: Miscarriage, misscarried, loss, baby, heaven, grief AuthorZee Norton-WilliamsBirmingham, United KingdomAboutI'm 24 years old, My name is Zee and these poems explain me in a way I can't to people I know in my life They're something I believe should be shared and could maybe one day if I'm very lucky help som.. more..Writing
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