Clouded and Misguided

The alcohol clouding my thoughts

A night to forget

But then I saw you

You must have thought I was a mess

Over in that corner of the bar

To be honest I wanted to kiss you then

Then my date would have been pissed

Then a Facebook page away on chance I added you

Your friends baby sister

I thought just a crush wouldn't go anywhere

Then you started flirting

And it came so naturally

A 1am meeting

A night I couldn't forget

A night that I won't forget

And there was more to come.

I thought maybe that's all I needed

All you wanted

But it carried on

And so did the feelings.

I got scared and didn't want to get hurt or hurt you

I thought neither of us could do this for ever

Not with each other

So I stopped I made my self stop

Did it work I don't know yet

One day maybe