A World Without Me

A World Without Me

A world without me would be a world in which you can smile

A world in which you wouldn't need to worry 

Not that I do anyway

A mind where I don't pop up

Not that I do anyway 

Maybe if you lost me one day you'd regret how you treated me

Would you?

Regret me?

Are you capable of that?

I don't know how to handle life I say and you tell me stop being silly

You say I'm asking for attention

No I never had it 

But no I couldn't care less if anything I wish no-one did notice me

Because all you ever see is my mistakes

My anxiety has grown so bad that I wish I was invisible

So please tell me!

How do I crave for attention if I do not want it.