I'm a Bad Person

Waking up in a cold sweat

Bad dreams plague my mind

After some drugs and alcohol I'll be set

Let it be said,

That I want to put a bullet through my head

Kill these thoughts that infect my mind

I'm not the same 

I've become insane

Everyone seems to think

That I'm some type of saint 

I've sinned so much that even my blood is tainted

Some may mourn my loss 

In the end they'll all be fine 

Let my body rest 

I've wanted this for a long time 

Maybe you'll come to see,

That I wasn't the man you thought I'd be 

Reviews

[Dhara_Ditzy Kat]

Some words are brilliant here like thoughts infecting the mind like a disease. You could get into that troubled mind well as I could superbly relate your words to a guy a once knew. His was a self-destructive path and yet there were shades of such sad, depressing greys. Well portrayed Zayir!

[Zayir]

Thank you Kat. A path similar to this is destructive, either to yourself or others or both. Thoughts manifest action, wether subconsciously or consciously. Humans can be the worst thing in all of existence or humans can breathe life merely through words.

Much Love

[Dhara_Ditzy Kat]

You’re welcome Zayir. Much love.

[dementedreality]

Kind of inconsistent with the rhyming then not rhyming

[Zayir]

Yeah I did that on purpose lol. I wanted to get away from rhyming and just write what was on my mind. Understandable if it isn't your taste though. Thanks for the review!

[Onlyme]

Holy cow, this is gripping emotions, nearly blew my mind, excuse the pun. Shocked, taken aback and in awe someone with demons so powerful to overload snd end it all.

[Zayir]

That was the intent haha. I'm glad you enjoyed it. Luckily I have come to terms with my demons, so I no longer feel the need to end it all. Maybe I'll write a piece about controlling inner demons.
Much Love