Cuts

A war inside of my mind

The place i thought i won 

the battles, the scars, the pain the more to enjoy

The sadness, the lost of your mind, The lost of your friends

Lock inside your room fighting by yourself

Not letting anyone in

The scars on your thighs and wrists. 

How many? 

5, 20, 50, 100

I don't know i lost track

The scars on my body always reminds me i lost a battle that day

The days i lost and be put to shamed 

Hiding all of my shame and not letting anyone near me

Bracelets on my wrists and pants on my thighs,

never let anyone see them

Shame, Sorrow, Depress, Lonely, Misery, Scars

More to come

The war going on and on

Darkness and pain.

Blood running down your arms and thighs

The thick red blood everywhere

Your mind is wrecked

That was first,Then your body

Smiles you show everyday but only you know it's fake

Everyone feeling happiness but you

When they laugh you laugh 

yet you don't know what about.

Your mind is wreck and your body is showing it.

The numbness spread through your body

You lost the war

Your mind full of Sorrow, Pain, and Darkness.

You sit in the bath,

looking at all the scars you got along the war

Cold water running and a knife in your hands

You cut,

1, 2, 3

More and more

Feeling Pain,

Red covers you and you feel sleepy

Your eyelids heavy

The knife on the floor

You close your eyes and never see daylight again  

Reviews

[kyam]

Once again that "little girl" inside you wants to be loved by YOU! Would you do that to another "little girl"? Then don't do it to the little girl screaming inside you to stop! Love her! Take good care of her, I promise you she is beautiful and deserves it.....I promise you. If you can't do it for you then do it for the little girl inside of you that needs love and understanding right now. I wish I was there to give you a hug and a kiss on the head and hold you and rock you and tell you how everything will be alright......Kyam P.S. If you need me I'm here

[jeannemarie coulter]

very powerful poem touching on a deep and trend in our world...

[WolfyZara]

Thank you.

[zaisham9393]

The title caught my attention. I think this is a very serious issue which people don't quite understand and judge others for it and labeling them as ''psycho'', ''insane'', and the worst part is when they call them “attention seekers” which not only the biggest myth but the rudest thing to say .People should educate themselves and try to understand the underlying cause of it.Feeling emotionally numb is the worst feeling ever.I get it.Mental illness is as real as any other disease. There is always hope. It can be treated or at least one can feel better by therapy and proper medication if required. Well I know all this and I am saying this because there was a time where I was going through the same issue and honestly I still am struggling with it every day.
Hope you feel better soon :).

[WolfyZara]

Thank you.