Shinedown

My pastor once said, "the only thing he regrets is, not asking his wife to marry him the day he met her." I believe that everyone has a fairy-tale love in their life that is meant for them. I guess it's more about having the courage to define that love to someone then to go unknown, unpronounced or unclaimed. It's time for me to look fear of rejection or fear of happiness into your eyes, and maybe I can walk in or away with honor knowing that I tried.

 

When it comes to giving someone a gift, most people will look for a something that stands out or in some way shows how much they care about them. Giving a gift to show a person how much they mean to you does not have to cost a fortune. In fact I have a better way to show you love by spending some time making a list of the reasons why I love you

 

From the moment I met you......I loved you

The subtle moment of talks

Understanding your sorrow that night

Knowing when to shut up and when to listen

Treating me like a woman

Inspiring you to create another masterpiece

Being casual

Your relaxed looked

Your smile

Your beautiful eyes

How you are always 100% honest no matter what

Your inquisitiveness

Your kindness

Your beautiful adornment

Trusting me

The way you were always silent in the morning even when I was happy to wake up next to you

Being a gentleman and brushing the snow off my car

Warming up my car

Walking me out the door

Greeting me at the door with a smile and a hug

Sleeping with your snuggy

Wearing your ____ to bed

Protecting instincts

Being prepared to shoot if someone tried to take anything precious from you

Not being a snob about what you own

The way you take pride in how you look

The compliments you gave me

The way you touched my face when we kiss

The way your eyes glistened at me

The way you melted into me with the passionate moments we had

Your look on your face when I told you how handsome you are to me

Your gentleness

The little looks you gave me

Your loyalty to me and everyone or everything that matters to you

Your compassion for everyone around you

Your selflessness

Your integrity

Your strength

Your devotion

The way you held me

The way you liven up a room just by being in it

How much you have taught me about life and myself in a short period of time (allowing me to think deeper and hold a positive outlook)

Your intelligence

The fact that you are good at fixing things or putting things together by hand (or try)..hehehheee

Your zest for life

I loved waking up with you by my side...It made my days better

You always made me feel that you wanted me by your side no matter what we did when we were together

I love that feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me

I love the way you kept your cool when I did something stupid (like trying to fix the VHS tape)

Just being with you feels like I can defy the whole world

You mean the world to me

I like your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care

I loved watching cartoons with you

Or watching you sleep

Watching Comedy

Listening to you snore or sometimes drool on my forehead...(LOL) yeah never told you about that one

Making you dance, even when you weren't up for it

Bringing you smiles to you when you were down

Not invading your personal feelings and struggles

Allowing you to heal in your own personal way

Accepting your flaws even if it hurt

Watching you laugh at me

Laughing with you

Laughing at you

Watching movies

Staying up all hours of the night

Allowing me to sleep on you during a movie or just sleep and cover me up

Smelling your sweet smell

For not telling me that my underarms smelled...LOL!

Tasting your salty skin

Letting me rub your feet with mine or your chest to go to sleep

Every time you told me how beautiful I looked

Braiding my hair or just brushing through it

Taking time to notice if I changed my hair style or color

Listening to your goals under the blissful nights

Watching your eyes water over movies or painful thoughts

Feeling your pain of losses

Singing with you

Drawing together

Playfully getting messy

Riding off in the night on the ATVs

Trusting in me to DRIVE YOU on your ATV

Being thoughtful to get me all warm for those rides

Trusting our drunkenness on our rides

Learning the trails with you

Listening to the wind with you

Stopping to see the deers or squirrels

Riding through the muddy trails and not caring if we got stuck or dirty out in the cold

Allowing me to ride in the wind for the first time by myself..again TRUST

Laying on the ground looking at the stars and wondering what else is out there

Listening to your dreams

Washing a truck in the mist of brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... winter

Potato Launching

Your love for Heritages

Compassion for your family

Lust in the middle of the night

Cooking Corn Fritter Pancakes for the first time (great job BTW)

Your decor and taste in life for simple and complex things

Listening to the same music genre

Admiring the beauty of Bad Romance

Watching others love you

Your surprise feelings

When you don't share your thoughts, but your actions speak louder

Feeling the same desires for love

Reminding you to take your(meds) and care for you

Drinking silly with you

Warming up or sleeping by the fireplace

Listening to you talk to your Mommy about me (so silly) and knowing how much she means to you

Being a kid at heart

Being a Man with your soul

Accepting responsibility with sex

I love you as you are

Your non-judgemental ways

Your gas while you sleep

Being worried if you need more sleep

Allowing you to rest and get that extra nap in

Taking care of you when you broke some bones..

Doing your laundry

The trust you made me feel immediately in your home

Sharing in your excitement when you bought new clothes

Sitting on your sink naked with the crack of the sink up my a*s...(hahhahah that hurt)

Eating Pumpkin seeds and baking frozen pizza's with you

Wearing you pj's to bed

Flirting smiles and cute dimples

Our arousal of intimacy

Allowing you the universal right to make decision while I sit back and watch or wait to be heard

I expect nothing back from

I hold no limits to your ideas or thoughts

We did not set any ideas or conditions on the moments that we did share

There is nothing you could do that would stop me from loving you unconditionally

I would overlook any flaw you have, and look past it to the inner beauty

I love every tattoo

I love your scars

I want what is best for you

I will always give you the freedom to seek out things that bring you enjoyment

I missed you when you were on vacations or doing business

I will miss you when you are away

I would grow old with you

I would push you in a wheel chair if it meant keeping you near and not in Senior Living

I would change your DEPENDS when your old and grey

I would bathe you when you are unable

I would feed you if you were not able

I would take a bullet for you if it meant dying for your or kids

I would still make love to you in ways even if you couldn't anymore

I would wake up every morning and tell you what a wonderful handsome man you are and have a good day even if it was a bad day

I would never go to bed mad at you

I would never deny you the enjoyment of making love, lust, just a quickie anywhere or anytime

I would give you my listening ears and shoulder when ever you need it

I would honor your feelings even if it meant hurting mine

I would lie down in a puddle if it meant for you to not get you feet wet

I would walk proudly on your arm and never deny you as the man I love

I would take care of you while you are sick

Give you space when you need it

I would give you our last meal if the world ended unless we had kids with us, then they would get it

I wouldn't think twice about having a baby again

You have wonderful DADDY instincts

I would die in labor if there had to be a choice between me or him/her

I would give you the sun if I knew how

I would call you to let you know that I am safe where ever I am

I would never be caught in another man's bed (you complete me)

I would never push you down or fault you for your past

I would respect your interest, motives, and desires

I would never lie

I would never treat you with disrespect

I would cherish every breath we take like it's our last

and the list just grows more and more...every little idiosyncrasy about you is important to me...every memory that I shared with you is another growing love.

 

This is just 160 some odd reasons why I unconditionally love you and how you complete me ;) I'm not trying to sell you a car, I'm just telling you all the amenities that complete this heart of mine and how much you have touched it in ways that allowed me to fall in love with you!!! I'm a simple woman with a big heart, even if I've been damaged before. This might be crazy, insane or more, but I'm finally glad to express to you that I love you...all the way to the sun, the stars and planets! I think about loving you even when you're old, can't walk, hear, see, nor breathe. When you die, I will die of a broken heart to be with the man that I fell in love with and have tried to ignore, run away from, and deny all this time.....you!!! :)