Xavier and Everything Purple.

Diabolical...Sexy...Choreographed!!!

I've got something to tell you girl:
I don't dream about you anymore...
'CAUSE I CAN'T F*****G SLEEP WITH THE THOUGHT OF YOU!

God will help me right?
Have faith.
Be good.
Don't sin...
BUT SINNING HELPS ME MORE THAN HE EVER HAS!

"Zack why are you so bitter?"

I can't do it on my own.
I'm not self reliant,
Spiritually I have one leg,
And I use crutches...
Be it sex...drugs...or blood.

I can't bring myself to maim myself,
And end it all.
I'm too weak.  A Tangerine.
I just want to be normal,
How many disorders can one guy have?
Isn't there a limit?

I MAY BE CRAZY,
BUT I LOVE.
MY LOVE CANNOT BE MORPHED; EVIL DEEDS.
LOVE IS LOVE,

It's what I need

Author's Note

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Reviews

[NoneOfYourBusiness akaK..]

this is an incredibly intimate internal dive~ extremely moving~ empathy inducing ~
poetry gives us the trail along which to walk and retrace our aspects and life and open its raw beauty like you have done above~self reflection is never easy but it has amazing rewards for the benefit of the mauration of the human being~
and yes ~ it's always love in the end that saves the world, the mind, a life~