The Tree: A short horror
There are
things you inherently know. That you understand in the core of your being.
Pieces of knowledge untraceable in origin, perhaps hereditary in ages of
evolution past; hereditary. Things you take for granted.
The Earth revolves around the Sun,
spinning. Producing day and night, the seasons.
All that lives will eventually die.
Dark is just the mere absence of light. Gravity.
Then what if one day something
unexplainable broke your preconceptions, your foundations of understanding.
Took all you knew for certain and shattered them, tore them up, burnt them.
Made you understand that what was once real, never was.
What if one day, that thing saw you.
I don’t
know when it all started. How do you remember something that to your
recollection, never happened? So I guess I’ll start from where I can remember.
When I was young, I had nightmares.
Can’t remember them either. My parents told me when I was older the real extent
of them. I was prone to major night terrors. I would wake screaming, still
somehow unconscious, sometimes even standing upright on my bed, sometimes
around my bedroom. As they progressed I’d be found in stranger places.
Throughout the house, outside in the yard, even once in the attic and several
times underneath the house.
No matter how they locked and
secured my room at night, I would get out. Impossibly, as though I simply
walked through the walls or door. It all kind of makes sense now, in hindsight.
After a few years, the night terrors
suddenly stopped. Vanished completely. My parents had it on good authority from
a specialist that this was a perfectly natural development. I’m sure it was
too, especially for someone who was actually experiencing night terrors, unlike
me.
What
didn’t stop were the nightmares.
Growing up I lived in the usual
two-storey weather-boarded suburban household, like so many other thousands of
families. We had a grassy back yard and a gated front lawn. There were a few
garden beds that my mother kept watch over. Poppies and pink roses and the
like.
In the wide yard out the back of the
house was a tree. To this day I can’t place what kind of tree, other than to
say it was a towering gnarled black barked thing that never showed any signs of
growth, in any season. It loomed out there, a great black skeleton clawing at
the sky, right up against the side of the house.
My bedroom bordered the rear of the
house, and my window was right next to this arboreal monster. At night, during
storms or when it was particularly windy, the long claw-like twigs of the
uppermost branches would scrape and scratch at my window.
In the nightmares, they were the
grasping, clawing hands of some terrifying thing. Some creature borne of the
night to come carry me away from safety, long fingers wrapping around my limbs,
my face. Dragging me out of the window and down, into the dark. I’ll never
forget that tree.
Later when I was in high-school I
came home to find men in high-viz jackets in our back yard, fretting over a
saw-dust strewn stump. The sawdust was grey as ash.
My parents had finally saved enough
to get the tree removed, and apparently it was a good thing they did. The
arborists that cut it down had told them it was many years’ dead, and posed a high
risk of falling.
Even with it gone, the nightmares
didn’t stop. They didn’t go away until years later, when I moved out to attend
University a couple cities over.
Like many
students my age I went flatting with friends. What few I had. We lived in a
dingy old five-bedroomed single story house that was prone to mould. For a time
things were good. I was studying for a sociology bachelor while my friends
worked on their own various degrees. We stayed up late drinking and playing way
too many videogames instead of studying. I was sleeping fine for the first time
I could remember.
One night we were having our usual
gaming binge, and I went to the kitchen to fetch us more drinks from the
fridge. The others were making a horrendous noise in the lounge but we didn’t
care. We were having a good time.
The kitchen was one of those with a
long L-shaped counter space with a sink built in. There was a long window above
it along the front of the house looking out over the lawn to the street outside
where we lived in the student district.
I was looking out the window,
checking my reflection in the glare from the kitchen light, fixing my messy
hair. I remember because I recall thinking it was in dire need of a cut.
The power went out.
Right outside the window, staring
right back at me where my reflection had just been a moment before was a
pitch-black figure. Silhouetted against a streetlight in the background. It was
tall, humanoid, with a strangely elongated head. I had a sense that its arms
were far too long for it to be a randomly passing by student pulling a prank.
But I was transfixed. The void-dark
face looked at me and I looked right back at it. I couldn’t make out any of its
facial features but I knew our eyes were locked. I was paralyzed by sheer fear.
The lights suddenly snapped back on
in a blinding flash and the thing was gone, replaced by my reflection once
again. I dove for the light switch and threw the kitchen into darkness once
again. But it was too late. The thing, whatever it was, had vanished.
It turned
out that one of my friends had blown a fuse in the house and then promptly
thrown a breaker to re-connect the power. I told none of them what I had seen.
They did comment afterwards that I became reclusive and refused to go out at
night and I’m convinced that stemmed from my trepidation of going out into the
dark. The few friends that I did confess to eventually just thought I’d been
high, or that I was pulling a prank to scare them.
Shortly after, the night terrors began
again. My friends were tolerant and caring people, yet they couldn’t help but
be considerably spooked when they found me outside screaming late at night.
I moved back home for the summer
break after my first year. Bad move. The nightmares about the tree came back.
Night was a harrowing period of jerking slumber punctuated by visions of the
thin human-like shadow thing climbing through my window on spindly
twig-fingers.
That’s when I wasn’t waking up in
strange places.
My parents helped but I could tell
they were stressed to breaking. Without my problems, my father’s employing
company was facing foreclosure and he and my mother were having marital
problems. The sounds of them fighting didn’t keep me awake for long enough to
keep the nightmares away.
Every exhausted morning was made far
worse by seeing their lined, stressed faces.
When the semester commenced again in the New Year, I
moved back out into a student flat that I rented alone. I was over being a
burden upon my friends and family, but I was determined not to let my messed up
sleeping patterns rule my life.
But as my classes progressed,
strange things began to happen.
I started to lose time. I would
start awake in strange places with no recollection of having got there. The
University library. Random bar bathrooms in town. Once I even blinked awake in
the middle of the road in the city. Thankfully, it being 3am meant that there
was no traffic.
I began to see it again. The shadow-thing.
It was in the corner of my eye when
the sun began to go down. If I was late home he would be nearer, a dark form
lurking just out of sight behind a tree or a building. I left all of the lights
at home running every night, taking solace in the banishing glow that he didn’t
seem to be able to penetrate.
But I was becoming increasingly
paranoid. I was convinced the shadow-man was real. I went to councillors,
psychiatrists. They gave me buckets of medication, none of which worked.
I was being stalked. I felt haunted.
Hunted. Like prey.
I did the
only thing I could think of to help. I ran.
I ran far and fast. I saved up a
bunch of money from my part-time job at a fast-food restraint and I skipped
town. I needed to get away from whatever the thing was that followed me.
That was two weeks ago.
The first days were mere bliss. I
snatched sleep in buses and on trains, all of which were well-lit and moving. I
didn’t dream at all, let alone have nightmares.
There was no sign of the shadow. The
thing seemed to be un-able to follow me over such great distances or at such a
pace.
But eventually I ran out of room to
run. And out of money. I stopped in a small town and enquired at a farm on the
outskirts that had a Help Wanted.
Sign out the front. I figured I could slow down for at least a while, catch my
breath so to speak. I sent my parents reassuring emails and text messages,
telling them where I was and that I was alright.
That I was just taking some time off
study. I wonder if that’s how it found me.
Last night, there were lights in the
sky.
Bright orange ovals rotating in
formation around a central stationary one. The townsfolk went crazy. The
younger kids whipped out their phones and started recording, but it was only
visible for a minute at best. It whipped through the sky, then was gone. The
older folks muttered about UFO’s and joked about green men.
It’s only now as I write this that I
wonder if there might be a connection.
It’s 1:38
am. At least that’s what the clock in my motel room says. I’m still in the
town, in a rented room, stranded by my lack of money " the last of which went
into this final night of stay. I guess it doesn’t matter anymore anyway.
I’m writing this not as a recollection.
Not as an explanation. I feel like by getting it out there, someone
experiencing the same things I am might read it after I post it online.
They might have a chance. This might
be the warning they need; to get out. To stay moving.
It’s not a story of what’s happened
to me, though I suppose it is, of a sort.
It’s a goodbye note.
The clock now reads 1:40am. It’s the
darkest I’ve ever seen outside. Luckily I’ve got this little desk lamp and the
rooms light. Not that it matters.
Outside, a tree’s upper twigs are
scratching at the window noisily. It’s making it hard to concentrate,
especially given the room I’m in is seven stories up.