With a heart wide open

We fear that which we do not know

Our minds play games against our hearts

And drive us into insanity

And when 'true love' knocks

It's just another day...?

Oh, just end this tug of war

Heart and mind listen to my voice

Driven only by my own two hands,

Let me be enjoy what I have gained...

Please, if there ever was a God

I'd hope he'd send this terror away

Because it's eating me alive

The Devil himself corrupts me

Or, is it true?

Does this thing called love

Really tear me apart?

Love?

Oh, so young and confused.

I'll lose my way.

I'll just give up.

Wait...

I don't want to be alone

Never again will I let go 

No matter what the cost

I won't let myself go back...

Selfishness? 

Oh, I'm only human with a few decades on my back.

What am I to know?

But I do know that

I will not rest

Until my mind has ceased all taunts and doubt

And my heart opens.

Author's Note

I haven't posted anything in a long time.
I hope I've gotten a bit better.