"Grow
up! You're being pathetic! Get away freak!"
That's
all I ever heard in my household. From my Father, my mother, even my
older brother would say those things to me. I never understood
why. I was mature for my age, I never yearned for much, I don't see
why I would be an outcast, maybe I don't understand myself? Maybe
they don't understand me? How often do they watch me from their
successful lives? Did they really look down on me that much? These
are questions that run through my mind every day. But that's not
everything. I have problems with sunlight, it bothers me more than
the few friends that I have at school. I've always had a burning
sensation in my throat. I suffer from Insomnia. What is wrong with
me?
"Helena.. What's on you're mind? You seem more
distracted than usual." Jake asked me. He was one of my only
friends. The only one that excepted me for who I am. The one I want
to be with forever...
"It's nothing... I've just been getting
headaches a lot lately." I said back with a crooked smile.
"Has
your throat been acting up at all lately?" He said staring at
me. "Yeah..." I said looking down. "It seems to be
getting worse since school started..." He said kicking a rock.
"Yeah I noticed that too, weird huh?" I said staring at the
rock he kicked. "Oh! I need someone to help me on my math
project, you know how bad I am at math. Could you help today after
school?" He asked looking up at me. "Sure!" I said
smiling.
After school I walked with Jake to his house to pick up
some stuff, then we would go to the place where we would always go to
hang out after school since we were both in 5th grade. "Okay I'm
ready. Let's go!" I said pointing to the direction we were
going. "Don't forget to bring your sunglasses, you left
them on the step" Jake said handing them to me. "Oh yeah."
I said putting them on.
When we got there, of course, my throat
was killing me. More than usual. It was throbbing this time... I put
some stuff down and almost collapsed onto the ground if it wasn't for
Jake. "Helena! Are you alright!?" He said sitting me up
right. It all happened so fast, I didn't know what I was doing. All I
know is him holding me close, then a sweet taste in my mouth. Opening
my eyes I saw blood all over us while he was wide eyed and holding
his neck... Had I just...Bit him?