I Followed

A poem dedicated to my beloved elder brother.

Born in the same shade;

I didn’t know where the sunlight shone.

You stood there, a benevolent tree.

You showed me the way,

I followed.

I was always the turbulent creek;

no way I could have reached the sea.

You had made the passage

fought the rocks, for me to see and

I followed.

I understood you more

through conflicts and through love,

through relation and respect,

and even when I didn’t understand,

I followed.

When you were happy,

we cherished together

but agony you faced

in seclusion

but you got up again, and again

I followed.

There were times when we drifted

far far away

but I knew you were always there

holding my hand, as

I followed.

No matter how much I grow up

you’ll always be my refuge

you’ll lead me to a safe haven

and I’ll follow.

Believe me but

I have grown up

to help you help me follow

so when you feel you’re alone in the dark

just look back once,

I followed.