For the Longest TimeA Poem by NicFor the Longest
Time
For the longest time, I’ve felt empty inside. My thoughts in my head Are like toy trains on tracks.
For the longest time, No one knew how I felt. People looked at me and I Smiled back to make them look away.
For the longest time, I didn’t tell anyone who I really was. But a little while ago, It just splurged out of me.
For the longest time, I handled my pain all by myself. Now I have people that want to Help me, but I feel like no one can.
For the longest time, I’ve been telling myself that everything is
fine. But my everyday life and feelings Showed me that I couldn’t do it anymore.
For the longest time, I’ve been sad and lonely. Not so long ago, I started hurting my body By picking up a bad habit again that I had
stopped.
For the longest time, People around me decided my life for me. Even now I have no idea what I’m doing And what will become of me in the future.
For the longest time, I’ve been hating myself more and more. I noticed the way people turned away From me after I fulfilled my purpose.
For the longest time, I’ve been regretting my presence in this World. But I’m too afraid of what will be Once I no longer am. © 2017 Nic |
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Added on March 28, 2017 Last Updated on March 28, 2017 |