My Life's Worth

Its been only 15 years since i was born. A lot of things has happened and their are some that is better to be forgotten. I've had a lot of regrets in the past and one is something i regret until now.

But there is one that i will never regret or forget and that is the choice of being with you. Someone who was able to understand me more than anyone in this world. Although we only lasted for 3 years, every moment that we spent we're such bliss that i didn't ever want to leave nor to give you up. You were my first love and i wanted you to be only mine just like you wanted me to be only yours. Those 3 years of my life being with you was something i treasured because i knew it wouldn't last forever...

My love, My dearest, Although we knew that we were running out of time and the life that we wanted to be forever was coming to an end, for us it didn't matter because every minute of every second of everyday we knew that it will always last forever. We've been through so much these past years that i cant even imagine being separated from you.

The last few months that we had, everyday was sheer bliss. every time you kissed, hugged and touched me was a moment i cherished.

Sadness and loneliness started to fill my heart but saved me from being engulfed by it. You told me that even if you are far away i will be the only one that you will love until the very end of your time...

Our last day of being together was my most memorable day.. It was the day we did someone that neither of us could do alone and it was because of that, that i knew you were the only one and the only reason why i lived in this world. I was born to be with you and you were born to be with me. The day of your departure, i never got to say good bye to you face to face but as we talked in the phone and i hear the sound of the passing plains i cried and wanted you to stay. Our last meeting, our last time seeing each other, the moment you left i felt sadness and grief. It was a time that i felt nothing but pain but i knew you were going through the same.

On the 24th of June, a call coming from his brother. His voice was trembling, a sound of a crying mother in the background, and a voice of loving husband comforting his wife. I didn't want to believe it but i knew that it was true. It was his time and i never got to say good bye, he who has done nothing but support, comfort and love me with all his being is now gone and all there was left was a letter saying " Thank you for spending the remaining years of me life with me. I regret not being with you forever but i will never regret being with you, you who will forever be my life, my best friend and my beloved Yukino." ....

As i read his letter, tears of sadness flowed and i knew he was gone forever..

My brother, my friend, my beloved..

"You who saved me, a falling star from being engulfed by darkness,will always be in my heart. forever"