I am who I am!!!!! You will never understand!!!!!

A Story by Chace

This is not about abuse in anyway it may seem but this had to be written.

I find myself being pulled down, forever falling down, down around and around feeling I can't breath a heavy weight a pone me bring me down to the ground, all too familiar were I once was. I say DEFY GRAVITY but you take me down, down beneath you so you may rise above me and be strong. You strike me down not knowing the truth, not knowing it's you being uncouth. My tears are no longer wasted on you another will not be shed at your expense, closing myself off from the world once more all around.I scream a pone the top of my voice falling a pone deaf ears, my voice never reaching. I say I am strong but emotionally I am drained, they say you never know how strong you are until you stand on your own. I may hold it together, but inside I want someone to hold me and make everything all better, for me not to be the strong one for once. I am a caring person, sometimes too caring giving those who may not deserve a chance, giving my trust, my very assents of who I am to everyone around, caring for those who have hurt me and forgave. Many are not like me or as forgiving I believe people need love, caring, comfort, support, and warmth. So I give as much as I can, that's who I am. You may not understand my ways and I don't care for you to understand, I am who I am, you will never understand!!!!!!!