Love Is Painful

Standing in the middle of the floor,

Drowning in my tears.

Your love is killing me,

Driving me insane.

Your there one day an gone the next,

I need you to stay,

You love me, I can see it in your eyes,

Scared of what we could be.

You run,

I cant make you stay,

Though I ask you to stay,

Or never return.

Your hurting me every time you walk out that door.

I see you, running into your arms

I love you so much my heart hurts

Your touch is so tender

Your kisses so sweet

You fill me with life

A need to be close

I need you so much

We make love you say it

Like a stab to the back

You go...

Next Day.

My face is swollen and red

I cant handle this anymore

I dont want to live without him

I cant...

I see you at the doorway

Staring

Waiting for me to come

The last thing I see is a tear in your eye...

What have I done?