My Story

This is how I feel all the time everyday I just had to write it down and get opinions

My Story


I don't know why but, books take me out of reality to somewhere in my mind that I do not want to leave. I go deeper and deeper into the book with each word as if I'm trying to barricade myself in the fictional story of somebody else. eels like I'm in a dream but, it feels so real at the same time. I'm feeling the tragedy the joy all the emotions that story is throwing at me like Im actually there.
No matter how much I feel that I don't ever want to leave the safety of the book not ever having to know what's going on in the world, I know that I have to go back to reality.


I sit on my bed. Trying to think of something other than books, but I can't I want to never stop reading. Not because my life is to terrible or scary but because it doesn't feel dangerous or exciting enough for me. It's normal. Don't get me wrong it's better than other peoples life's the people that have nothing in the world. I can't help but wanting something different something more no matter how selfish it is but that's human we can't help but be selfish because we can't help but be flawed.

I feel love and hate toward the world, toward books toward anybody who just sits back and let's life leave them behind, like they are not worth it, and towards people who feel self pity, self doubt, and self hatred as I feel for myself.


There's more to come but what do you think so far to boring of a beginning and any ideas for the rest.

Author's Note

There's more to come but what do you think so far, is it to boring of a beginning and any ideas for the rest.