Childs Fantasy

I have sinned

But I am not religious

I just know

I have caused great trouble

To those around me

I was blind to see I am childish

Infinite resources

Infinite time

Infinite people to care for me

All I care about was a selfish thought

Now I see I am nothing

Nothing but a mere human

A mere human that made a mistake

Does that mean I can be forgiven?

Does that mean I can move on?

Or will I live with this guilt all my life?

The life I was living was a mirage

I cannot accept this life

So I will make anew

Repairing the damage I have done

For a sin is nothing but a mistake

I will move on

Moving on from my stupid fantasy