Nihility

I write of suicides, 
Not staggeringly precise, 
A coveted calmness, 
In the state of nonexistence, 
The most bothered mind, 
Of the selfish puppet you find, 
I pull out my rusted dagger, 
All fake faces forgather, 
Mouth moves of distortion, 
I hear no cries for a reason, 
No sound of disgusted pleading, 
I face the mirror myself reflecting, 
I saw right through the skin, 
The images started to lean, 
Transparency of both awful and awe, 
The mind will commit a crime with a body of no flaw, 
Blood hushes wanted to pour out, 
Heart shriek so irritably loud, 
On the mirror, why i manifest tears? 
My cheeks are not wet but i fear, 
Why fool me my dearest mirror? 
Let me envision just what i tore, 
Why you sunk in me my dagger? 
Taking my breath forever? 
I gasp, struggled very hard, 
I am fooled of another side so dark, 
Why you let me have a bitter escape? 
You are the one to blame, 
I fight my damned self, 
for what? there is nothingness left. 
NIHILITY 

 

Reviews

[Pax]

a pain for nothingness and its emptyness...oh so depressing right!!!
well expressed emotions kabayan!!!