I sat on the branch of a fallen tree outside my house. I lit a cigarette
and inhaled the sweet smell. It soothed my soul. I could hear him
scream my name at the top of his voice inside. I still remember the last
time he chastised me for no reason. I was hiding in my mother’s arms.
She tried to protect me from the drunken monster. He tore me away from
her, away from her fortification. He took off his belt and whipped it at
my back continuously. In pain and vain, I screamed. I cried. Mother
cried. She threw herself at my back - defending me from those burning
lashes. I took that as a chance to escape him. He screamed after me. I
ran. I didn’t look back. All I cared, at that time, was to run away.
Now, I only try to stay out of his sight. I can hear him scream at my
mother again. It's about me. That monster, he's drunk again. I sighed
with disappointment. Father, I hate you.