low

I rarely use profanities, but here I needed to.

... you know, I'm already really tired and not in the mood for anything. I mean, there's really nothing that seems fun anymore. I'd rather just sit alone, reading or sleeping, doesn't matter as long as it has nothing to do with real life. why do we even bother getting out of bed in the mornings. see, you can't cut me down, because I'm already as low as I could ever get, not that you care... you're such a f*****g son-of-a-b***h who don't care about anything. you're just happy so long as someone f***s up and you get to be there and slap them in the face with it, told you so - loser. I cried and I guess you'd love that if you ever found out, but I won't let you see because you will not have that satisfaction from me. my life's been pissing on me for so many months now, there hasn't been a good thing going on for I don't know how long. so you really needn't bother kicking me down, because I'm already there, rock bottom. 

Author's Note

Written in rage.

Reviews

[lee von cleef]

Rage the page is such a good spot ,for rage,smell it ,hear it,taste it,pick it up,step on it,pick it apart, the little spots of tooth paste uncleaned all around the sink,soiled
whites,laid across his sour bedroom..... stand rage up kick it right threw a double wide window.
Smile cleef

[Yheela]

Thank you.

[John Alexander McFadyen]

Don't know how someone so beautiful could be there!
Rage is good emotion and makes good prose poetry.

[Yheela]

This was when I was exhausted, physically and mentally, and my boss decided to yell at me for some trivial thing. He's such an ... @$$hole!