Am I Alive or Am I dead,
My greatest Regrets repeating in my head,
Feeling so empty and cold,
Like a puddle of my own blood ,
Forming the Sillihoute of a mold,
Wondering if I'll ever be missed,
Trapped in my own darkness,
Lost to the lucidity of my mind,
The depression,
A war in time,
Counting down days left of my life line,
Lost in all these silly rhymes,
Trying to breathe, but no longer living,
Lost all hope,
Lost all meaning,
Confused with what is real,
Saying grace at my meal,
Counting down the seconds to death,
Watching in hell,
As they put me to rest,
For a final time i will cry,
Right before,
I get put to rest,
As i am left to die.