Confused

She didn't know who she digged anymore as she felt like she went into player mode .
They all made her feel like a queen forgetting she was cheap

She kept on checking their mails forgetting they've nailed.
The only thing she could do is blame it on herself as no one gave her those feelings .

She was human,
They all were
Even though they made her feel of royalty yet she was of poverty

They all desired the same thing as they all came from the same being.
They all had poetic vocals but they were different from hers as she had no rythem to pull through all the disaster she caused

Now she writes
Telling her love stories on something that will never speak.
Now she regrets making herself a team player.

Author's Note

Just confused with some tinge of sadness ...