Relapse

soul searching

reaching but never grasping

complex emotions
in an unconscious mind

relapsing
realizing
I'm still in love with you

A love untamed
But yet...
You remind me of pain

Don't ask me for all
If all you have to give is some

Fresh outta love so I settled for lust
A sample of love
and BUST....
Goes my thought complex
Caught up in carefully constructed
Complex charismatic filled lies
irrational delusions of the mind
Rendering me blind to the fact that you never really cared

Love
A simple concept with a complex twist
Broken
Wondering how and when
I'll be whole again