Gone

I miss you.

I can say this

Now that you're gone.

It's funny isn't it?

I have the confidence to say all the things

I've ever wanted to say

To you.

But you're aren't here.

I see you sometimes

As I walk past 

The place where we first met.

But now you're gone

With only my tears

As proof

Of your stay in my heart.

Why didn't you tell me before?

That you'd soon be gone?

Only if I knew.

I would've said 

So much more.

I would've done

So much more.

But now,

All I have is emptiness.

Does it hurt?

Just like it hurts me?

You b*****d

You didn't even think of 

How I would feel

With you gone.

Did you?

I'm reminded of you

On rainy days.

Will you believe it?

You always hated rain.

The loud and annoying sound it made

As it showered upon our house.

But now

The only thing

It showers upon

Is my 

Tattered heart.

Even if I cry 

Day and night.

It's too late.

I know

You won't be coming back.

So just go 

And

Leave me be

I'll just live

Off of our memories.

So just go.