A Life In Eternity

I decided to go for a walk
and didn't have a place in mind, but I guess, I'll find my answer when I make it back home.
It's funny how we search for answers;
But we clearly stand in front of it and push away.
We're too naive to focus on it.. why?
because there is no sense of appreciation and we seem to care out of the blue. Especially, when it's begins to face the other way and it'll annoy you;
the moment it happens.
I decided to walk down the road -
I found Hope down the street;
waiting for me.
The one answer which felt right and it was worth it.
My soul continues for something hopeful;
for another chance in this journey but this time, it will go into distant shores and you'll see an endless sea of opportunities;
A Life in Eternity for a divine purpose worth all the effort.
It's a shot in a wholly place only made for Joy,
Love,
Hope,
Light destined to strive above all the good.
It felt useful and I allowed myself to breathe;
It was making its way up my spinal cord, slowly implanting itself deep down this dark place that's being tragically mislead into a sinful world.
All I could do was run back home
but I didn't realize what I had carried all the way up to the front porch -
It was the answer and it finally made sense.
IT WILL ALWAYS START WITH ME.
Only I can kill what has occurred in the past, even if it seems to torment me because the only reason it existed was on my behalf, and now, I completely destroyed it.
And tomorrow, when I decide to go for a walk - once again;
This time it'll be different.
The time for growth.
A whole new approach and I promise, I won't look back before I leave.
I'll know the answer before I take a step out the front door because I'm the one that's a part of all of it.
It'll be the next chapter to my story and now, the past will no longer be a part of it.