Felony That I Request

As darkness fills my heart,
I see you by my side,
I can't help but wonder,
Do you really care?

As darkness raid of my heart,
And you hold my hand,
Your touch so convivial,
I can't help but wonder,
Do you really love me?

As darkness inundate my heart,
And you smile at me,
Your eyes filling me with so much serenity,
I can't help but doubt your existence.

With your, oh so soothing company,
I want you to stay with me and never depart.
With your, oh so gentle hands,
I want you to embrace me and never let go.
With your, oh so cordial eyes and radiant smile,
Look at me and make all qualms dissolve.

You hurt me with your affection,
But I love it when it hurts.
It's a good kind of pain,
That I never want to go away.
It's better than the wounds my blade pierces on my wrist,
The hole my gun leaves in my head,
And the blemish on my face.

That love you give me,
That live that gives me scars in my heart,
I fancy it so greatly.

Leave as many scars as you desire,
Because my heart belongs to you.
A felony that I request.
Oh, I beg of you.