Losing everyone.

Had to get that out.

Because of you,

all my best friends are gone.

Because of you,

I feel alone.

Because of you, 

I cry all the time.

Because of you,

I feel USED.

You pull me back and forth.

I just don't want to believe the truth,

it hurts too much.

You make people pick sides,

between...

me

and

you.

You spread rumours.

Well because...

thats the only thing you're good at.

Lies.

Rumours.

Being fake.

I just wish someone would understand.

But no one sees what you do to me.

I wish I can tell someone,

but I can't.

They say 'sorry'

I know they don't care.

Even my closest friends say that.

Which hurts so much.

I thought you changed.

I thought you were a different person.

Everyone warned me...

Why didn't I listen...?

People tell me trust is so important in a relationship,

but I can't trust anyone.

Because of you...

I'm losing everyone.

Author's Note

Really long sorry.
ignore grammer problems.

Reviews

[BRITTNAY_NAY_TAY_TAY]

OH MY GOD GIRL I NEVER SAY SORRY AND NOT MEAN IT!!!!! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHTS WHEN I THINK ABOUT LOSING YOU!!!!! I LOVE YOU GIRL AND PROMISE ME THAT EVEN IF YOU GO TO CARMEL THAT WE'LL STAY BEST FRIENDS!!! CAN WE BE THOSE WIERD 90 YEAR OLDS ON THE PORCH OF AN OLD FOLKS HOME LAUGHING AND TALKING TO EACH WITH OUR INHALERS AND AIR TANKS?????? (:

[K'dubs<3]

HAHAHAHA AWUHH BRITTANY I LOVE YOUU!

[Maggie Johnson]

this is really good karina :) I love it

[K'dubs<3]

Thanks Maggie(:

[Kelli]

HI KARINA IM HERE FO YA GIRLY. FUCKY FUCKY RUBBER DUCKY.

[K'dubs<3]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

[Karina]

AWWWW this is so sad:( i love you always and never ever ever ever ever ever forget that! i think i can say that for everyone!(:

[K'dubs<3]

Aww thankkks karina

[Karina]

Anytime karina ;) its so cool to have someone with the same as mine!!

[K'dubs<3]

Hahahahah :D

[Daniii]

I love youuuu! You know that you can talk to me about anything... I'll understand and listen to you(:

[K'dubs<3]

okay thanks.

[.]

I Love You Girliee. I'm Here If You Need Me.

[K'dubs<3]

thank youu.

[Emily P.]

i love you karina and no matter what you or i are going through never ever ever ever forget that

[K'dubs<3]

I love you too. and thank you.

[Emily P.]

:)

[K'dubs<3]

:)