Why Does Fate Make Us Suffer?

its about the pain of a horrible break up.

This pain is growing.
Deepening into my soul and ripping it to shreds.
My heart is bleeding from the inside out.
Your breath is racing down my spine and tingling my body.
With a simple turn of my head, i realize I am alone.
She is holding you in her heart when your still in mine.
I can only live without you for so long.
Then I'll come back, running like a fool.
Begging on my knees for you.
But it'll be too late.
and I'll be lost.
All hope will be gone and fate will once again make us weak.
I feel as if I am drowning.
My breath is growing shorter and less frequent.
And all because your gone.