Suicide.

title says it all, Folks.

Screaming for help. Lying on the ground.
Dying inside. Why can't you see me? My
smiles are hiding the fact i am falling
apart. This is it. Today will be my last.
The pain and suffering will disappear on
the other side.

Climbing the side of the building, thoughts
fill my head. Will i be missed? I think not.
I'm nothing; worthless and hopeless.
A waste of life. I watch as my life
flashes before me. I watch the bad times
disintegrate and i feel relieved.

Ready to jump, eager for love, finally
happy. A city of weeping souls fill the
ground below, but are easily ignored. Take
in my final breath and a knot fills my stomach.
Will i like it on the other side? Will it be more painful?
Lost in thought, i feel weightless. A sudden weight fills
my lungs. My thoughts are gone. I'm gone.
Pain. Suffering. agony. All gone. Forever.