I GIVE HIM ME

I refuse to be reconstructed, I am ME

I toss and burn

Embody tomorrow’s memory

Yesterday’s melancholy

Without restraint

I trace mimicry windowpanes

Clouds do not break

Stars cannot perish

I refuse to be reconstructed

Reintroduced

Re-emerge into a hearts irrelevances

I crumble

Into the very skies I’ve taken

Pain beyond relief

I sink into revelation

I sink into submission

Hands clenched

Breasts reap

  I redefine myself 

  Simple mortar of mistakes 

   I cry knowingly 

   I am pierced  

  I am pulled 

  I am the mere prick of a rose thorn 

  I surrender 

  Beautifully un bashfully 

  I give him me