14 Questions for Experience

14 Questions for Experience

A Poem by Heidi
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An assignment i did wrong in English class and got extra credit for =D

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What’s with all the change?

Every action, choice or phrase completely alters everything. You can’t reverse it; there is no undo button. All I can do is be confused on how everything became so

different.

 

Why do you repeat yourself so many times?

You’re like an equation I’ve already solved or the music to a song I’ve already memorized.

I watch the scenes play out with new characters and I know the script, but for some reason

I’m never able to stop myself from playing along.

 

Why can’t I remember all the good times?

The bad times resonate of my brain in echoes, drowning out any other sound. Maybe I can cushion the hallows of my head with the squishy leftover parts f my brain and

hope the good memories stick.


What’s coming next?

No clue, hints of guesses permitted. You are so mysterious and unexplained; there is nothing in the universe that can predict you. I guess that’s something

I’ll have to love and hate.

 

Is this your favorite game?

To watch me scrambles as I try to find any fragment of salvation? The floor to my world drops out and you laugh as

I get that horrible sinking feeling through my body.

 

Are you and life best friends?

I think you spend hours playing together, tag-teaming your victims until they cry out that they can’t take anymore. You smile together and laugh the same as you

play this twisted game.

 

If life is your friend, then who is your lover?

I can’t imagine you being alone forever, but maybe you are now. This is why you are so reckless with the lives of others,

left in a lonely, heartless world.

 

What do you feel?

I believe your senses are backwards and mo matter what you do there is no reversing them. Everything is knotted together and bound so tight you doubt you'll escape. So

you settle for looking like a monster.

 

How do you cope with everything you do?

It must way heavy on your conscious, interrupting your sleep and fueling your nightmares. Even though the after affect haunts you, driving you to the brink of insanity, you’re so addicted to this high that you

always take another hit.

 

You’re not really all that bad are you?

You’ve just been misinterpreted and taken for granted. All your hard work stepped on and forgotten but you remember that

everyone forgets. 

 

How are you so inspirational?

Through all this madness and chaos you become something beautiful and uncontainable. You even have the ability to

become and unstoppable epidemic.

 

Are you helpful?

When I’m lost and confused, I think about what you’ve taught me and I’m forced to make a choice. Sometimes I make the right one and other times I choose wrong. With you it’s

just another guessing game.

 

Do you control fun?

There’s always a limit on how much excitement I can experience and sometimes I forget. Your fun is what I brag about to all my friends and I’ll smirk at their

visible jealousy.

 

What do you celebrate?

You have no birthday or special occasions but you always mange to be at every party and holiday occasion.  You remain silent, as always, but your secret thoughts

keep me awake at night.

 

© 2009 Heidi


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