Why?

this is about what most time happens in my life..sadly :( i hope you like it.

I always find someone I really love.Guess what happens? They leave me. I fall in love. I get crushed.Will this pain ever end.Its hurts so much.All I ever do anymore is cry.Use to I use to laugh and play and have fun.But now all i wanna do is cry. Do you feel this pain? Does he feel the pain I'm feeling?? I look at him. It sure doesn't look like he is feeling anything at all.I wanted to marry him. We was happy together. Than one day he just decides he doesn't want me no more. How sad is that? And he still does not feel no pain. Why am I the one who has to feel all the pain? Just someone please make all the pain go away. I just feel like dying.I just feel like sticking a gun in my mouth and blowing my brains out. Or take a knife and slit open my wrists and throat and bleed to death. Without him i just dont want to live no more.I feel like dying everyday i live a day without him.I cry everyday cause all i want is to be in his arms again and to hear him say "baby,i love you."I miss all this. The pain hurts. Someone please make it go away. Before i make it go away myself.