i cant hide from you

i tryed to stay on me feet,

i tryed to stay were i was,

i tryed so very hard,

till i couldnt try no more.

my knees slowly gave,

and the ground and i met.

i tryed to stay were i was,

but the pain chased me away.

i just couldnt stay.

i move to fast,

and  i hate it,

i try to run from the pain,

and hide,

but it always seems to find me,

i hide from feelings,

i hide from heartbreak,

i hide...from you,

but i turn and there you are, 

all the pain hits me like a truck ,

my heart breaks,

deeper and deeper,

your skin brushes me slightly 

and its like every moment we ever spent to gether floods back to me.

every kiss.

every hug.

its like i can still smell your sweatshirt that day you let me where it.

but then its gone.

everything left,

except the pain,

the regret,

the feeling like im gonna get sick.

im week ,

im on my knees,

im filled with regret.

im begging you please!

come back,

and forgive me 

='(