my other sides broken

theres a nother side to me

 a sid no one has cared to meet

the side of me only comes out at night

when my tears fall and my emotions can not be turned off

shes been showing up more and more now

all because my ex 

he act like i dont exsist

when hes the only one i can ever see

no one understand me

and the pain im in

i try to run from it

but it always seems to find me

my heart is in a dark painful cage

where my stomache hits my throat

and my eyes burn red 

from all the tears i try not to let fall

 but he dose not see this

he does not see the pain inside

for while i act all happy

im truely a mess inside

i dont know how much more i can take

or when this all will stop

but i dont want to give up on him

i just want him to want me back

so ill keep all this up

and see just how much i can take

for now all my tear drops fall

and creat a painful lake

this is my other side

the side i dont let show

for while i look all happy

what you all dont know

is i have a nother side to me

a side thats showing more

i dont know how much i can take

before this side take over

before i break down 

and my heart breaks and bleeds out

idk anymore

i...just..dont..know..