I don't

My favorite

I don’t understand

This feeling in the pit of my stomach

In my heart

On my brain

Do I love you?

I couldn’t

Shouldn’t

Doesn’t mean I don’t

Why?

I love him

He loves me

I love you?

No.

…yes?

Ugh!

How could you walk into my life

 Do this to me?

To us

Not you and I us

Him and I us

He is the one I love

I know I do

But do I love you more?

No.

I don’t love you

Not like that…

I don’t think

I hate this

Not knowing how I feel

What I think

Whose arms held out ready to hold me appeals to me most?

His?

Yours?

Hers?

No, hers are no longer there

I keep forgetting

And then I remember

And the tears flow once more

One more night

One more day

My heart crushed on the floor

Pick up the pieces

Sew it back to together

With what?

I’ve run out of thread

Broken all my needles

On the stone

Growing around my heart

Because of her, you, him

Why?

can I just love one?

No I have to love all three

And him

The fourth

I don’t love him like I love you

Him my best friend

The one I go to when im down

For fun

Laughs

A good time

He understands

Do you?

Yes, sort of

Do the others?

No

One tries to fix it himself

The other just doesn’t

I don’t know what to do

It’s all so confusing

Crying at night

In the day

To you

About him

About her

I’m not sure how it makes you feel

All you say is sorry

Sorry?

That’s it?

Why sorry?

I hate that word

The pity be hide it

You say there’s no pity

But it sounds like it

You say you love me

But how much?

Why me?

Always me

He loves me

My best friend loves me

Different from how I love him

She loves me

Loved me

I’ll say I love you

But only as a friend

Because I can’t bring myself to say I love you more than that

Even though I might…

So

I love you. :]

Reviews

[Rhena Le Roi]

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[Nathan Durham]

Fantastic! I loved reading every last word of this. This was very well written.