You said

About a friend.

You said you’d never hurt me

But here I am

Broken, Torn

Without thee

I lay awake at night thinking of you

Wondering if somewhere you’re thinking of me to

Then I remember you love her not me

Once again without thee

I know I hurt you more then you’ve hurt me

But I’ve never wanted you to leave

Nothing could express how I really feel right now

Unloved

Hurt

Scared

No, none of those are right

Then again

I’m not really sure how I feel

The pain in my chest never leaves

It should,

You’re not the only one who loves me

I guess you don’t love me

You love her

She’s better than me

Gives you what you need

I don’t

I can’t

He loves me

I love you

You love her

I understand I’ve put you through so much pain

You picked up the blade

Bottle

Smoke

Wishing it would go away

But it didn’t

And now you’re trying

To make me understand

How you felt

And I do

I did

Before you did this to me

To us!

Why? I ask

Cause is the answer you give

That’s not an answer!

But I guess it is to you

“Cause” it’s the only one you give

So here I am again tonight

Laying awake thinking of you

Knowing you’re not thinking of me

Starting to not care if you are thinking of me

Because I have people who love me

Apparently more than you

You’ve been my best friend and so much more

Since the day I met you

But now I guess I will go to my other friends

The people who care more then you

I thought you’d never hurt me

I will never think such a thing

About anyone

Ever.

Again.

You were the one I trusted most

The one I ran to for help

Cried on your shoulder

Fought with when I was angry

Hurt you more than once

Believed in you when no one else did

Got let down when you made me eat my words

But still cared

I thought nothing could break this friendship

But you did

Today.

Reviews

[Rhena Le Roi]

Wow Steph. You know what? You need to visit me more often, meet my frineds and be happy. You seem so depressed.... :(

[Brandon]

i know exactly how you feel and i think many people can relate to you and i loved it very much keep up the good work


1,000/100

[~Lizzy♬]

This shows a lot of truth. I love it. Happened to me a couple of times...