It's Not Even Enough

Just hate is not even enough to describe this feeling I have towards you.

 

           These tears you have never wiped away have permanently stained my face in crimson. My voice, which had become accustomed to screams and sobs since ever meeting you, has faded away completely. The hole in my heart, which I thought you would heal, has been torn apart even more.

            Hate is not even enough to describe this feeling towards you. Animosity, bitterness, rancor, or loathing cannot even compare.

            I gave you my everything, and you took it without giving anything back. I gave everything so precious to me, so don’t I deserve to be precious to you?

            Why do you twist this knife in my heart so much to the point of where I can no longer be saved? Is the reason you are killing my heart is so that I can become heartless like you?

            JUST LET ME GO!!
            I can’t take it anymore! I want out!

            Your face I can’t even look at; I wonder why I even laid eyes upon it in the first place. Your voice I can’t stand! It hurts my ears! Everything about you drives me to malice.

            How much more do you want from me? Will you finally stop this all when you have broken me down so much? Do you do this for your own personal enjoyment?!
            Oh how much I want you to disappear. How much I wish you had never come into my life. How much I wish I had never fallen in love with you. How much I wish you were dead. Or better yet, in my position.

            Just hate is not even enough.

Author's Note

I welcome comments and criticism! Yes, it's about a girl hating someone who broke her heart, badly.

Reviews

[hexylia]

simply amazing. all those wonderful words to decribe the feelings of teh girl and yet all come up short, thats what im haveing trouble wiht here tryign to tell you how wonderful this is, hopefuly you already know. hopefuly you already know how greatly writen it is and how youve captured the feelings of broken hearts everwhere both female adn male.

personaly this hits me hard and funny how i should come across this by random, im tryign to forget about someoen who hurt me, and i would like to thank you for putting words to a feeling, at least similar to teh one youve described, ive had untill quite recently.

write on forver!