painful secret

theres a place in my mind
where bars come down
lock thoughts away
keep them bound
a painful secret
in that chamber
lock and key
it is a danger
a painful secret 
will be revealed
a painful addiction 
will be healed
here it goes 
here i say
i like to cut'
and cry all day
blades make the cuts 
cuts make me cry
crying makes it better
i just cant lie
you might think im stupid 
you might think im dumb 
but this is what happens
when you grow up numb

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[XXXANGELXXX]

i know it kills me but im on antidepressants so unless my emotion is super strong i cant cry and i have to hold it in and its painful for me bc all the pills are is a mask

[Eagle Cruagh]

A terrible secret, but
You are a wonderful writer
and your material is very presentable .
Keep up the good writing.
----- John