Sorry dad

tears run down my pale small cheeks
days go by and turn to weeks
weeks go by and turn to years
blood runs down just like my tears
sorry dad i aint your princess anymore
when you didn't call you closed that door
sorry dad i aint perfect like you thought 
thats because you weren't there when i needed to be caught
sorry dad i hurt to much
because my whole life i longed for your touch
so f**k you dad, dont come back
thats just one more thing my life lacks
I lived 15 years without your encouragement, advise, or hug
so hope you die in that hole you dug
ill be strong, move on with my life
so f**k you and f**k that knife