Did i deserve it
to get the crap beaten out of me?
no, but i am thankful
i am now more the girl i have wanted to be
day after day, i hurt inside
but still i have fought and fought
against those cruel people who stabbed me
with words and never gave a second thought
They dont deserve a minute of my time
but inside they still damage me
they could just leave me the hell alone
and just let me be
they dont deserve a single tear of mine
or a quick moment of my long
and yet, somehow they still torture me
and just rip my peace away
i tell myself
dont let them win
but yet, they still scar me
from deep within
day after day, i hurt inside
but still i have fought and fought
against those cruel people who stabbed me
with words and never gave a second thought
the things they say
the simply cruel words they use
cut me deep
like invisable abuse
how is it, that without
a shout or scream
but with few soft words
they cut my self esteem
All and all, all they have put me through
i have kept the most improtant thing of all
i have kept who i am, loving gentle
completely me
and their words will never
make me fall
one day soon, the time will come
when they are the ones being hurt
then maybe they will see
all the scars they have left on me