Confused

No broken promises, a sacred bond broken
I know I die alone but yet and still I'm hopin'
Visions of prisons, maybe I'll be forgiven
I know it's better in heaven 'cause bein' here ain't livin'
Close my eyes and see nothin' but pain
The world's crazy, still lookin' for a queen
To plant seeds and have babies
Maybe I'll be the one or just maybe I'm lost
You'll never know being cautious
If you play your cards right