in my mind

in my mind

A Poem by Ghost Writer

In my mind it's dark,
not a soul but me.
Some prefer the dark,
myself I enjoy light.
I've never been afraid of the dark,
sometimes I fear being alone.
Only fear fear right?
Wrong so very wrong,
I fear much more than fear.
 I fear one day I will be alone,
I already feel alone.
How bad could it be?
Worse than you think.
  Maybe I am paranoid, 
but at one time isn't everyone?
I mostly fear myself,
I know what I am capable of.
 People call me an angel,
I call myself nothing.
People think they know me,
yeah right I barely know myself.
 I have begun to fear both,
darkness and light.
I sometimes fear life,
but I don't welcome death.
  I feel as though I am just empty space,
a name and a face.
Few people know my story,
 many would like to.
 I would tell them if they would ask.
People always ask me whats wrong,
I tell them whats not absolutely nothing.
 The people who know my story worry for me,
I don't worry.
I know that my destiny an fate will come eventually,
I may not enjoy them but I shall respect them.
 I may grow used to the darkness,
start to welcome it perhaps.
I wish to see the faces of everyone who has doubted me,
right after I finish my story.
I shall gladly throw it in their faces.
Why didn't they just ask in the first place?
Am I really that terrible?
Do people fear me in the worst way imaginable?
Why do they hate me?
 I am going to begin living in the darkness,
I shall respect the horrors that live in the dark,.
I am scared.
I am alone,
darkness I welcome thee with pride.

© 2014 Ghost Writer


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@ line 21, replace "yeah right" with "yet" it makes it sounds smoother. (just a thought) its very personal and im sure others will connect with it like i have.. good job.

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Ghost Writer

10 Years Ago

Thank you so much, I wasn't sure it was good. It is one of my best writings. I was hoping the reader.. read more

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