Lost you yet

A song I wrote.

Lost you yet:

I wipe these tears from my tired eyes,
I sit and stare at the place you used to be...
And wonder to myself, why me.
You pace the floor in your ghostly form,
like a whisper of wind, you are whisked away...
And I wonder to myself..What have I done now?


"I haven't lost you yet but your gone...
In my bed you sleep, but it's still empty and cold.
I haven't lost you yet , but your gone...
And I'm so alone."

The world passes me by, like a tidal wave ready to drown me..
I reach for your hand to anchor me...but reach emptiness instead.
I spend my days in mourning, Fighting to save myself,
You spend the days ignoring me, like a broken toy upon a shelf.

I haven't lost you yet but your gone...
And I sigh into the night to save me...
But...I'm alone with your kiss, warm on my lips...yet cold in my heart and I cry.

I haven't lost you yet but your gone, the space is far between us.
I haven't lost you yet but your gone, I'm abandoned by your love that forsake me.

Tired eyes that sought you out, have closed for just a while,
to breath the air you left behind, my breath becomes shallow.
I pace these floor  in the black of night, no loving hands to hold me
I pace these floor and wonder why you just could not love me.

I haven't lost you yet but your gone, from love to hate you burned.
I haven't lost you yet but your gone, and left my soul scorned.