Will I Wake

i shall be left without mercy for my mistakes
Changes will inevitably hurt me to the point of ones heart shattering or yet just a break.
I made my bed so should i lay in my lies and cover myself in pain
should my pillow hold my head down,until the day i end my path as insane
let me go, please loosen my burden and let it fall; as is planned
from a baby to a boy,from a young man to a man
is this an unnecessary order or is the solution to a partial plan
partially completed in life,yet we still find things missing
When will we quit paying for attention and begin by heart and listen
The pain is yet a hand better yet a strap,tied tight until you,yourself feel trapped
The hurt draws on negative views
Artist,will picture the things you only wish to fall from true
Pain is love
Love is happiness and Life is half of it
Half of life is bright,just keep your inner flame lit
as for destiny,granted access to the stars,this will be forever your night
hold on tight and let the burden fall and lead to the flight