I'm crying, I'm screaming
I can't stop the bleeding
It's rushing down my arm,
as my hand extends to you.
I've tried to stop before
but I can't seem to quit,
it's like this blade is addicted
to both of my wrists.
I can't stop the pain
neither physical or emotional,
I'm calling out for help
I don't know what else to do.
Can anyone hear me calling?
Can anyone hear my sobs?
I can't stop from hurting myself
it feels SO right, but it's wrong.
I thought that I could handle
my own self all alone,
but it doesn't seem I have
the ability to do anything right.
Have I gone too far this time?
Will I be forgiven?
I am my own worst enemy
someone quick please save me.
I'm falling, slipping onto the cold
hard floor while the blood pours
out of my veins, I suppose this is
what I deserve for being clinicallyinsane.
Tear drops fall from my face,
as I look in the shattered mirror
piece, thinking to myself I'm such
a failure, a horrible mess...maybe
ending my life is for the best.
And then...I woke up.