Midnight Ramblings

Just the lonely midnight thoughts.

"I just want someone who wants to talk to me 24/7 and the conversations never get boring. I want someone who wants to keep my deepest secrets and tells me everything they think/feel. I want someone who makes my heart beat out of my chest and makes me a better person. I want someone who pushes me to get things done by being my inspiration. I don't want someone who makes life "okay." I want someone who makes life intoxicating. I want someone whose touch is electrifying. I want someone who makes the bad times amazing and the amazing times breathtaking. I want someone who will kiss me with the passion of a thousand soldiers finally coming home from war. I want a love that'll fill me with an inextinguishable fire. I want a love like the movies that's worth fighting for. I always get told that I expect too much. Why is that a bad thing? I'm only given this life once, so why can't I expect it to be as amazing as it should be? I only ask for one thing, and that's a love that ignites the warrior inside of me to concur all my fears of living a life that's less than titillating."

"The weight on my chest gets so heavy sometimes that I have to remind myself to breathe. It isn't easy holding back what I feel because I know that what I feel is wrong, but to me it feels so right. Maybe if life were a bit less confusing and filled with less rules, I'd be happy."

"All my life I imagined I'd fall in love at fifteen and end up marrying that person. They'd be my first kiss, my date to prom, the one to take my virginity, and the only person I'd ever have children with. But after having my first kiss, I realized the person I'd fall in love with wouldn't be the first person I kissed. My date to prom wouldn't want to marry me. Not even the one to take my virginity would be the person I'd spend my life with. I learned that the teenage years are meant for experiencing and feeling things for the first time. Being a teenager is about thinking you're an adult, but making mistakes that a mature adult wouldn't. My fantasy about falling in love at fifteen was just that, a fantasy."

Reviews

[KittyKatgirl]

This is great :) Everybody wants all this from just one person. People do expect those things but things change. Good job and keep up the great work :)

[Jordan]

Sounds like misery got glitter bombed.

I get it. I disagree with some of it, but what does that matter? And to be honest I think a lot of people, myself included, come to realizations like this at midnight. Sometimes they refuse to let you sleep, often driving you mad, pulling a scream out of you but you have to hold it in. Some people say life is a b***h because of how it treats them. I say life is a w***e because it f***s EVERYBODY.

But these are just my own midnight ramblings.

Oh, I agree. During the day I think completely differently than most of this.

[Jordan]

Bruce Wayne by day, a rambling psychopath by night.

[Palakin Stu]

Read more of the romantic movement. George Sand. Alexandre Dumas. They know how to write love

Nah. I prefer to write my own version of love.