Pain In The A*s

Tonight is another night where memories wash away my smile. 

I force myself not to think about you, and it worked for awhile. 

But tonight I see how happy you are without me,

I ask myself why I always have to make myself feel so crappy. 

The worst part about this pain is knowing you feel no remorse. 

From the beginning I should have known our love was coarse. 

You used me to get over someone else, why hadn't I seen that?

You always get everything you want, just like a spoiled brat. 

How could we have ended so terribly when for months you promised love and loyalty? 

I treated you like a queen should treat her king, but you're not worthy of royalty. 

I loved you like the sun loves the sky and the moon loves the stars. 

But you threw all that away for a girl who's just another teenage sports car. 

Sometimes the memories are too much to bear.

I'm smiling one minute and the next I'm gasping for air. 

You used to take my breath away, 

But now you suffocate me with the games you play. 

I wonder, do you ever see me in her eyes?

Do you hear my honesty in all her lies?

I like to make myself think that I cross your mind,

But I feel as if you left all thoughts of me behind. 

I was always told first love never lasts,

But I didn't realize it would be such a pain in the a*s. 

Reviews

[Breanna Wilson]

Wow. Whoever this is about will never deserve you. This is a great poem for showing pain and how much that break up must have hurt. Good job. This rocks and so do you.