~ O' Mar

~ One of my recurring visions, I have since I was a girl of 16, and one who always follows me.

~ O' Mar

 

 

 

It happened again, I wandered back

On my Portuguese coast, where I

Every two months have a richly

Returning vision as I walk

In my white cotton robe

Which hits the seabed

And where the shells kiss my feet

 

This time you ran there again,

With your white linen trousers, and your bare

Upper body, again your face was not visible

Your presence always as highly with your

Telepathic hugs, the distance became shorter

Of time, and slow motion, all running towards me

 

The ever eternal recurring dream

Your wonderful blank face,

But the love around your corpo

That speaks volumes, and hits me

To the depths of my soul.

 

The mystery has never consummated

Higher volts, and can’t be disclosed

By coating only dreams

How gold and sweet they can be,

Reality is a waterway of the future

 

And with lost days and romantic visions

I often turn back, like it embraces me

When the mind is finally rested, it searches me,

Because I saw that man, with his

Headless body glisten in imagination,

And he saw me…

 

 

~ Elisa Laura

Author's Note

~ This is a write about a rich vision, and mystery I have since I was 16, and it always turns back on me once or twice within two months.... It is never solved... it has a huge elusive meaning to me. (It is also the second write on this vision I wrote).

The music is of one of my favorite Fado singers, in duet originally... as the ancient song always haunts the vision I have. Just if you have the need, click on the music add... ; )



Thank you xx

Reviews

[emmajoy]

We dream what the mind nudges but not always what the heart needs. Time ticks back and forth in dreams, and, we sleepers and dreamers try to chase it - sometimes it stays still long enough for us to see right through and understand, But other times it swings like a jewel on a golden chain, teasing.. taunting .. like your headless man .. the one waiting for a title, a name, eyes with which to gaze into yours.

Your writing varies in theme so often, you have such vibrant imagination .. tis all powerful in its own way, hard to say, thank you and instantly leave!

Beautifully expressed dearest x thank you for your words... P.s.mailed you hugs x

[Art Sun]

Beautiful music...dreamy thoughts that are your reality at times, nice presentation...you have allowed us to enter with you, into your recurrence of this dreamy vision...

Yes, i did for the second time.... there is another one online here. In Dutch and English. It haunts me for a long periode... Ms. Sheila said so many good layers what it could be~ I'm still figuring out... maybe I take it with me into the next life who knows. Thank you Art.

[Art Sun]

yes...maybe you shall, some of our visions are hidden from us and some are revealed..mystical no?

Yes, it is so mystical.... same time so intriguing.... Every time when it happens again, I stand next to my bed, and smile, just jump out of my bed, and then I know, it's happening again.....

[Art Sun]

must be a very interesting experience...

Yes, it is... still not out of it's meaning, but you all on here will know when I am... thanks again

[Sheila Kline]

Very intriguing, indeed!! Have you interpreted the vision in parts, or tried to understand that "all" of it? This is what I discern.......white, and linen are symbols of purity; the water of cleansing, and as it is the ocean, is almost endless, with changes in each wave as it rolls to the shore, but yet unending. You only see the upper half of his body, and in the end when it transcends your consciousness, you do not see his head, so I think his heart is trying to communicate with you. Where is he from? Why does he come to you? Do you seek to love one with all of your heart, and not worry of matters of the mind, of the body? Do you wish it to be in a place where you are free of the constraints of the world - the land? These are questions you must answer. As to the song, it is too one that I love, and it is a most passionate piece......passion and love
full of intrigue, a beat of life, height, a crescendo with images somewhat shadowed, and also some sadness - how one may perceive love!!
Keep searching, and you shall discover the answers you seek my sweet friend, and do not let it trouble you as it shall be revealed when the time is right for you!!

Thank you dear Sheila for all your insights, this helps a lot.... there are some great lines of wisdom you are speaking of. Since I was 16 years old, I have this vision, and I am not sure why. At that time, I had an Italian boyfriend, after I met my hubby, where I am still with, and very happy. Maybe, I want to be free-er yes. Not that I'm not free here. I'm most free, but I mean out of rules, of governement, and maybe I'm homesick to Italy, as I lived there. I don't know, it are all assumptions, or interpretations, and why I do have the dream since I was 16? I'm an openminded person, and soul, I love to read your visions and mind travels to help me out, I'm very grateful to you! Hugs xx

P.s. maybe he's Portugese, as I always hear this song with it. My ancient roots have a long story, in colonial times, my grandparents (are Indonesian) so is my mother. They came to the Netherlands as then it were the former Dutch East Indies, On the Holland-America line (big ship) my grandmother was a nurse. The Indonesian had history with the Dutch, and the Portugese, I often wondered, if some relative old family member tried to connect with me, or a lover of another decate... sorry left the previous comment to erease some errors... xxx

[Sheila Kline]

If I have helped you understand your vision even a small bit, then I am pleased!
You have an interesting background with your ancestry, and we carry much in our DNA - body as well as soul, so who knows whether or not it is an imprint from you heritage....perhaps so. And, it may be as you say - a desire to return to Italy, or be more free of rules, and restrictions. I feel that in time you shall be shown the answer, and it may be in a way you least expect it! These matters can be that way at times!! Just keep being the beautiful person you are, and do not let it trouble you!! Hugs xx

Thank you for all Sheila, very appreciated dear one. I just thought, I write it on, so I can share it with the world... your words have helpt me a lot! and I promise you I won't let trouble me! xx hugs

[h d e rushin]

you are so brave to allow the clarity of a dream to energize you with its
charged particles. All my recurring dreams are syncategorematic in that
they form meaningful expressions only in conjunction with denotative expressions.
I imagine myself a great jazz trumpet player with a crowd of people egging
me to start playing. And when I finally start playing, I wake up realizing that
I couldn't play at all.

Your last stanza was deliciously drawn..
"because I saw that man with
his headless body glisten in imagination
and he saw me"

very nicely done....hder.

Thank you very much for this excellent review, yes you have an simular experience I see, I too always wake up before I can see his face, but know he hold me and we had body contact... Thank you for sharing this with me. Eli

[Dr. Wood ?]

wonderful to write about a surreal experience such as this..You do it great justice

Thanks dear! it is since my 16th I have this vision.... who knows till how long ;)

[quinfinn]

the faceless, perfect man is a common fantasy among women and implies that you still seek perfection in a relationship in every aspect of the word, pray you never find him lest you lose this fantasy forever...love the music and the write!
remember: fantasy is always better than the reality

LOL, who knows..... as I'm very happy with my man, it could also be a love from another decate, or a soulmate, father figure, it has a large meaning.... not solved yet ;)

[quinfinn]

i suspect,then, that it is a memory from a previous life

I guess that too, as I have more of these returning dreams in good and bad...

[quinfinn]

good. i'm not the only believer then

It is still a miracle, to me, but I have thought about it... A lot.

[lee von cleef]

I hope your dream keeps leading you on,from image to ocean to sand, just there, clear around corners sleep, so you can paint your words , again for our minds Keep.

Thank you very much Lee, :)

[Tree]

A haunting, beautiful write. You just introduced me to Fado too, so I appreciate that.
E.L your connection to the ocean, is evident through your work..

Diego

Thank you so much Diego, yes, the sea is my all.... :) your words are beautiful

[Tree]

I remember this piece, Eli. I'm looking at my comment and see that I wrote the word: haunting. I want to add another. –––Enchanting. As is the music. Thank you for re-posting.

Diego

Aw, thank you for re-reading dear bro... those in my opinion are so close... they are linked somehow... if you like Fado by the way, listen to: " Amalia Rodrigues, Dulce Pontes, A Naifa, Mariza, to name a few... ♫ - Ellie

Oh and I forgot "Christina Branco" also very beautiful.... :)

[Tree]

Thank you for the recommendations...

Most welcome, P.s I'm a huge Pearl Jam fan too ;-) especially "black"

[Ed Hart]

often a vision is our inner self (anima/animus), a projection come as revelation, particularly yours with the ocean as symbol for the unconscious...great stuff, both the writing and the fact of it

That's great Ed thanks, I sometimes thought it was stalking me, but now I try to let it in. Maybe it will be solved, thanks for your time dear Ed

[Arielle Ann]

Its so lucky of you to have such clarity in your dream and I am sure that one day the illusion will clear , since whoever he is, he is your soulmate! well I dint understand the lyrics, but the images and the music seemed apt in describing the hauntingly serene scene which you have described! I just got lost in your words with the background score to add!bravo!!!

Thank you very much for your words much appreciated. It could be a soulmate yes, who knows...

[Distant horizons]

Ends beautifully, with the mystery still intact. Hoping one day clarity replaces the elusiveness of your dream

Thank you so much x

[Distant horizons]

:-)

:) smiling