You could say that I am still terrified
So long it's been since letting myself breathe
I smudged the line between each truth and lie
While inside pieces of my heart still grieve
From day to day my blade the river crossed
I'd wait to find the strength to float down stream
Though o'er my heart yet sings the song of loss
Behind this mask I'm weaker than I seem
I know now love from you won't heal my soul
No, you were never destined to save the world
Love for myself again will make me whole
No room in heaven left for broken girls
I'm scared of facing life without you here
So please don't let your love run out my dear