Times were tough
during the great depression and I have never personally wished to
experience it on a first hand experience. But nothing could possibly
compare to this era for the mischief of Fairies during this time,
except that of the French revolution (oh I shudder at the thought).
now some of you may call me crazy but currently I clap my hands and
yell to the skies “I Do Believe In Fairies” now I have long been
interested in the existence of such creatures and will constantly
believe in them, but not as if they were a tangible thing.
The term fairy
refers to one of several possible things the first is a mischievous
child, just someone who wishes to make trouble. The second is adapted
from the child within each of us. Meaning that we ourselves have a
longing to do good. I personally believe that this is true. Every
human no matter how despicable is truly in possession of a part of
him or herself that wishes to do good, the key is simply to find it.
Some times this may come as a thought or a feeling, others it is
stronger, for children they often have imaginary friends that though
they may blame them are truly that part of them.
This next story
is the tale of one such friend and the magic that truly creates the
good in the world around us.
“But mother it
wasn’t me” little Alexander protested, “It was silver-mist”
This was the third
time that little Alexander had stolen a cookie and that was all his
mother could observe. She had never experienced the joy of having an
imaginary friend and now it was driving her insane that her son had
one. Alexander said that “silver-mist” was his only friend and
the only person who was ever nice to him; this of cores did not
please his mother.
“Oh and I suppose
that silver-mist also got the other two and placed them on your bed”
she growled at Alexander “then let me tell you what you and
silver-mist are both to go to bed without any supper”
“but” Alexander
protested
“Go” his mother
stamped her foot and pointed toward the hall “Now”
Grumpily little
Alexander marched off to his bedroom.
“I was only
trying to be nice” the cat said jumping down from the bed and
walking over to Alexander
I will begin
referring to Alexander as Alex
“silver-mist you
got me grounded” Alexander yelled at the approaching cat “and now
I’m not allowed to have any supper” Alex stamped his foot
angrily, much like his mother, and then went and sat down on his bed.
“Sorry but I told
you I was just trying to get rid of your growling stomach”
silver-mist jumped up onto the bed but was pushed off again by a
resenting Alex “it was getting worse”
“well I don’t
care now I’m just going to get even more hungry because now I don’t
get any dinner” Alex was beginning to cry and silver-mist once
again jumped up onto the bed and tried to get close to Alex only to
have the boy push him away again.
“I don’t want
you here anymore” Alex cried, “go away”
The cat looked at
the boy dumbfounded “go away” silver-mist muttered “but I
thought I was your friend, we do everything together”
“not any more”
Alex yelled at him and then crossed the room and headed to the window
and opened it “get out of here I never want to see you again”
Alex was crying buckets now and showing no sings of stopping”
“But”
silver-mist objected
“Go” Alex
mimicked his mom and stamped his foot “now” and then he crossed
to his bed again and laid his head into the pillow and cried
Silver-mist jumped
up onto the window ledge and looked out at the city of New York
“Where will I go” he muttered and then turned and recited a poem
he new
Friendship
is a bread pan
The
rolls are placed in
Though
separate at first
Through
the heat of conflict
Grow
together as one
And with that
silver-mist jumped out the window.
The days that
fallowed were filled with Darkness for both the boy and the cat. The
boy shortly fell ill much like many people were doing, while the cat
that no one could see wondered endlessly through the streets.
During the day the
cat searched for an open window and a new friend but times were hard
and he could not find one. People had closed the minds and there
hearts to the good in the world and sought only to live as they did.
He was closed out of the joy of sharing life and was forced to live
as the shadow he truly was.
During the night he
slept in dark alleyways and moaned in the endless misery that hunted
him he never could truly be happy and that is all he knew.
Days turned into
weeks then into mouths then eventually into a year. Finally the cat
decided to return to the window and so he did. He traveled across the
city and the walk took him almost three days and it was then that he
realized just how far he had come since he had been forced away by
the boy.
Finally the cat
reached the window and quickly he climbed up the fire escape to the
window and to his amazement he found it open. He cautiously
approached and there he saw to his horror the boy laying in bed a
year older and seconds from death.
The cat entered no
force in the universe could stop him. The cat ran to the boy and
jumped up onto the bed. The boy was sick hot and sweaty not able to
move and gasping for breath.
The cat stood
looking at the boy and then the most amazing thing that could have
happened did. The cat shed a tear. First one for the boy, then
another for there separation, than a third for the error that had
caused the suffering, and still more tears each with sorrow and
remorse that the cat felt, still the boy lay there.
The cat did not
move for a long time until the door slowly opened and the window
shut. The boy was his, if only for a few precious moments the boy was
his again and nothing could change that.
The mother turned
to look at the boy then turned to leave, at the door she stopped then
turned and saw a sight that made her catch her breath. There on the
boys chest was a cat. Nothing fancy but it was there. Tears came to
the mothers eyes she knew that cat, just as she knew the boy or
herself. She smiled then turned to leave and in her mind she heard
the words sung to her long ago by a small friend that she had
forgotten.
Friendship
is a bread pan
The
rolls are placed in
Though
separate at first
Through
the heat of conflict
Grow
together as one
she turned and left
the boy and his friend and stepped away from both still figures
forever.